This love month it’s not only about loving someone but, also healing the hearts.
When my ex-boyfriend and I broke up I never had a chance to thank him for all the wonderful memories he left. So after many years I was able to write something for him.
I’m sorry if I hurt you big time. I know saying sorry is not enough. But I still want to thank you for loving and understanding me. The tears and laughter we shared. We may part ways but the lessons you taught me will always be in my heart. I will never forget those eyes that always tell the truth. I loved you, and you know that. You find time for me, to listen to me, to laugh at my stupid jokes even though you are tired. You lend me those hands, wipe my tears if I’m in pain. You hug me if I needed comfort, for making me safe. For the sleepless night, we stayed, for the beers and stupid words, for meaningless fights. If I have a problem you will simply hold my hand and whisper “everything will be okay, have faith”. For staying strong when I’m on the weakest. When I had nothing you still made me feel that the world is mine. You want to share everything with me your pain, fears, problems and your success. But there are things that are out of our hands.
The day we parted ways tears were flowing from our eyes, but you still made me believe that love is still beautiful. You said that we will understand why all these things happened. That somethings are not meant to last, you said “smile” because that’s the last thing you want to see from me. You held my hands and promised me that you will always keep the memories we’ve shared. As the sun fades, our hands that used to hold tight slowly letting go each other. We hugged and kissed for the last time. It was a bittersweet goodbye.
Years passed by and pain is now a memory. Things are making sense now. I have moved on. And I want to say thank you.
Thank you for holding my hand when there is no one I can turn to.
Thank you for singing me those songs that ease all the worries in my heart.
Thank you for standing beside me when I feel small because of failure.
Thank you for dancing in the rain with me so I can hide my tears.
Thank you for laughing at my jokes though I know it annoys you a lot.
Thank you for smiling every day, that’s my addiction.
Thank you for pulling me out of my comfort zone, you said it’s boring.
Thank you for hugging me when I feel bad.
Thank you for pinching my cheeks and nose, it’s your addiction.
Thank you for giving me the world when I had nothing.
Thank you for teaching me to try new things.
Thank you for letting me into your life.
Thank you for being my friend.
Thank you for being a part of my life.
Thank you for the memories.
Thank you for being my ex-boyfriend.
I will forever be grateful that once in my life I met and loved you. You will always have a special place in my heart.